I urge you to please notice when you are happy, and exclaim or murmur or think...– Kurt Vonnegut (via ipictureyouinthesun) i had quite the enjoyable evening and a subsequently lazy morning. une fois de plus? j’espère bien.
your catfish friend
If I were to live my life in catfish forms in scaffolds of skin and whiskers at the bottom of a pond and you were to come by one evening when the moon was shining down into my dark home and stand there at the edge of my affection and think, “It’s beautiful here by this pond. I wish somebody loved me,” I’d love you and be your catfish friend and drive such lonely thoughts from your...
i feel intensely uninspired. i want to cry, pull my hair out, and set everything on fire. but everything is just fine.
I love to see a rainbow from a garden hose:
It’s sunny and 75. It feels so good to be alive. Come on baby, don’t stay inside. Everybody’s coming out tonight. Happy XXI birthday, JMC!
three weeks until los angeles.
four until i’m twenty-one. i’m finished with people that couldn’t care less about me. that’s a big step. i just want to sleep… in a bed of poppies on the side of a mountain somewhere very far away.
I want to be with those who know secret things...
…or else alone. Rainer Maria Rilke The Irish Brigade: Old Saint Patrick’s Cathedral, 1861 (Prince & Mott St)
Ask me something, I guess. http://formspring.me/kittencorral
Despite the many years you’ve traveled from that very first day, you’ve carried the smallness with you everywhere, and with it the smell of crayons, and carousel music. It is a distant lullaby you can barely remember but remain haunted by its sparkling melody. Despite yourself, you remember. The time your parents guests arrived and you felt excited by all the commotion. Everyone was...
i miss love, or what it feels like:
back to court… dammit. when will things shift for the better? it’s almost comedic now. though last night was a mess for so many reasons, i still feel that it was ‘ok,’ as in i would like to do it again. however, tearing up in a bar surrounded by coworkers and being unable to hide it- not a good idea. also not a good idea- 2 for 1 martinis. i blame paul. at no point in the...